June 16, 2013
Today is my 3 year anniversary with Jesus!!!!!!!! <3
Father’s day, 2010.
At the time, I was in such a hard place in my life, I was depressed and suicidal, and was at my breaking point that week. I had plans to follow through with killing myself. I had several plans actually, the one i had decided on was walking down the street to the train tracks and lay there till a train came. I was a mess. But on the saterday i planed on doing this, there was a BBQ at my apartments put on by what i now call my church, its an assembly’s of God church(pentecostal) they invited me to go that sunday, and even offered to pick me up. I was far away from God then, from the time i was 7 to 13 i believed in him, i was going to a community covanant church. but things happend, like my mom almost dying, my dad in prison and more. It sucked, and made me angry at God, made me turn away from him.. I was a prodical daughter of the king. But It was a last resort, what did I have to lose? I went on living that saterday, and decided to go to church the next day. It happend to be fathers day, a day I didn’t even want to acknowledge. See, there was a reason why I wanted to end my life the day before fathers day. Fathers day was the most depressing day for me, I missed my dad, I was a daddy’s girl and needed my daddy, me and my mom never had a good relationship. My dad was the only person I could talk to about anything. I missed him. That day, my pastor spoke about how God is our father. It messed me up, but I didn’t cry. Not in front of people anyway. I thought it was a sign of weakness. I went home, still in my depressed state.. I went to go to bed that night, and for some reason, klove was on. It was playing “get back up” by tobymac. “We lose our way, we get back up again” “you maybe knocked down but not out forever”. In that moment. I broke. I cried out “i need you, i need something, anything, i cant do this anymore on my own. Help me!!!” And that was the night i truly felt God, and the Holy Spirit comforting me. I had never felt him before. I’m thanking Jesus today and everyday for saving me and pulling me out of, what was possibly the darkest time of my life, and praising him for my bright future!!! Now I feel him, i’m going to bible college, God has amazing plans for me, hes called me to missions, hes called me to full time ministry. Now I actually see him doing things. Healings, miracles, prophetic words, the works. Revival is coming!. But its not about that, its the fact that I’m happy, the fact that I’ll never be the same. Thank you JESUS!!!!!!! :) <3
Please, if you are struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts, feel free to message me!.
June 14, 2013
On Wednesdays I volunteer at my churches food bank and found a heart shaped potato while putting them into bags. I, of course, had to take a picture and kept the potato. Later the next day, my dad was making chicken and baked potatoes. I told my dad “don’t bake my heart!!” And my dad sang back “I won’t go baking your heart!”…
Thus a new meme was born.
June 4, 2013
Choose your friends with caution plan your future with purpose and frame your life with faith
May 31, 2013
from Faith is not BlindThere’s a big difference between today’s “Christians” and when the bible mentions believers.
May 29, 2013
from Faith is not BlindYour life should be your worship, not the 3 or 4 songs you sing in church.
yeah boys are cool but have you ever had stuffed crust pizza
for reals though!
(via wolfheartedqueen)
from the dopest ethiopienne